We boys don’t get butterflies, we get fireworks. We don’t have you on our mind 24/7, but we do have you on our hearts. Often, yes we wait for you to go online, sometimes simply even just being online makes our heart skip a beat, even if we don’t talk. Whenever you talk to us, our face forms that half-smile; it means we are happy but are trying our hardest to not show it, and fail at hiding it. We do miss you all the time; granted, we’d spend all our time with you if possible. We don’t think of the smallest things you say, we think of every word you say, panicking at every single word, trying to define what it really means, to read between the lines. But wait there’s more.
We would love you in a million ways. And once we start loving you there is no going back for us. No matter how hard we try we will always love a girl that has touched us. Us boys when in love will think of that girl first thing in the morning, and think of that girl last before we sleep at night. Whenever we see a couple, our thoughts immediately jump to that girl, and imagine that the couple was us. Every single detail about her is loved; the way she walks, talks, speaks. The sound of her voice. Her laughter. The sparkle in her eyes. Her shy smile. The way she dresses. That cute face she makes when she’s asleep. And the way she says our name that our hearts just explode with mirth, a simple act that no-one else can replicate.
A boy in love with a girl is no simple thing, though ladies stereotype us guys as simple. A man in love is not simple. No. He will be unpredictable. He will be persistent, stubborn, and given the circumstances, if it means carrying you from one side of the world to the other to win your heart, a man in love would. He will be a martyr, giving his all and asking for almost none. He will show you how to appreciate the beauty of the world in a thousand ways, and then he will tell you how much he appreciates your beauty in a million ways.
Ou yes! That’s my Baby Booger and he will always be my shweet baby! Baby B is a male and the most hyperactive kitten I’ve ever seen! Baby B cant stand loneliness, he loves company and attention, and I don’t mind giving him any cause look at this poor thing, he just wants love. *heart melts* Nothing more, nothing less.
I’ve always wanted to blog about Baby B but couldn’t find the right mood and time as things got pretty out of my hand. But heck that, what matters most, I am here. :) Baby B has 5 siblings. He was given to me by a friend of my bro. The kitty family is so fertile that the poor owner couldn’t support the kitties. :( Well since I’ve been longing a company so I decided to take him without discussing about it with Mom because “No” will be the first word coming out from her mouth. I thought this way, she would accept Baby B. I know what you are thinking, people, yea, she wasn’t convinced. Sigh.
I owned Baby B for about, erm, ughh..2 and a half days, I THINK. :| HAHAHA! He was given to me in a small cage and he hated it soooo much! So the night he was given to me, I went out to look for his food and cage but what was I thinking when it was half past 9. -.-’ So the next thing in the morning I went out to buy Baby B Whiskers but he didnt have appetite. :( He missed his family so much that I could see the sadness in his eyes D; I spent most of my afternoon with Baby B since he loved me! *coughs* P; We played with strings. I brought my lappy out and Baby B bit my lappy and not to forget my adapter. But you couldn’t careless but let he destroyed everything HAHA!
Now, home without Baby B is kinda lonely, but oh well, I don’t want any creature to suffer living under my roof. It would be such a disgrace to the S family HAHA! Only my close friends will get the joke. Ok. Never mind the crap. Baby B, i hope you’re happy meeting your mama cat and your brothers and sisters once more and Mummy loves you the very much! Thanks for accompanying me for the past few days. I love you, Baby B
Sylvinn, xx
Wounds may leave mark but they will heal
My life is packed! HOU YEAH! I’m starting to experience the time of my life and hell no im gonna get myself away from it! >:) At this point of my life, I’m starting to believe that time do heal wounds. I thought it wasn’t about time but one self’s mentality and desire to move on. Well, I was partly right. However, at times, we got caught up at the climax of our lives, we forgot how to end it or to face the fact. Too restless to heal ourselves, we let time heals the wound. Heck, it may take time, but I guess we’re left with the only option. Why do we need to rush when there’s more than breaking down? =)
Friends play big role in my life this time. Hence, I really love them. I mean it! Hehe. What would I do without them, Dear Lord? I see things differently and I know this is just the beginning. Keep it coming baby, cause I’m rolling 24 7! I know what I’m doing and I can assure you I’m indeed and absolutely in the right lane and there’s nothing that I can feel regret about. SO FAR. ;) Evil fault found me and screwed my life, but time showed me there was more than a tiny winy black dot on a white paper. And thank you Mr Time, I found my way back home.
A random outing happened last month. I went out with a loving friend of mine. We decided to watch Kung Fu Panda 2. And seriously, its a great movie to spend quality time with family and friends! And there was this scene that was my wake up call ;
Lord Shen: How did you find peace? I took away your parents, everything, I scarred you for life.
Po:See that’s the thing Shen, scars heal,
Lord Shen: No they don’t… wounds heal.
Panda: Oh yah… what do scars do? They fade I guess.
Lord Shen: I don’t care what scars do…
Panda:You should Shen. You got to let go of the stuff from past – because it just doesn’t matter. The only thing that matters is what you choose to be now.
Don’t you think like I do? :) It’s okay to get hurt, let the mark reminds us of the past. We don’t forget our past but we accept it. The past makes what and who you are. And this reminds me of a quote ;
“A pearl is a beautiful thing that is produced by an injured life. It is the tear [that results] from the injury of the oyster. The treasure of our being in this world is also produced by an injured life. If we had not been wounded, if we had not been injured, then we will not produce the pearl.” - Stephan Hoeller
Why do we need to fix the past when it’s already gone? There’s more things ahead waiting for us. It’s been so long since the last time i wrote a decent English essay and trust me, I’m losing my charm on papers :( So my vocab is LACKING. I know, what a disgrace -.- Sorry lor.
Forget about all that crap. I cant ask for any better life than mine cause I’m seeing life in a different and outrageous way compare to most of the souls around me. I thank Dear Lord :’) Friends, I love you and sincerely, I LOVE Y’ALL ♥ I’m not good with words, and I don’t know how to sweeten my mouth but from the bottom of my heart, you guys are the pearls and I shall put you guys in one string and keep y’all close to me =)
Love, Sylvinn.
My Hot Stuff. Always been apart of me :’)
Yes, this is my bestie, LuSee. I’ve never written anything about my best friends and she’s the first. And I’m proud of it and you should too :P Okay, we normally do nice stuff together - shitting, puking, cursing and making fun of each other. As you can see there’s so much love in the air ♥
Our friendship, cant describe a word for it but I totally appreciate her like i appreciate a public toilet when I wanna poo poo. What would I do without her, world? :( Good times and bad times, we’ve been through it and we would normally reach a compromise. We met back in form 4, where small talks could bear some kind of friendship, slowly. And i slowly found we had chemistry :) P/S : Its and advantage she’s a taurus because..I AM TOO! WEEEE~
We have cute nicknames. We call each other ‘Shit You’. That’s the way we express our fondness. How beautiful can our friendship be? *heart melts* Slowly, we got really so intimate, I call her ‘Pussy’ and she calls me ‘Vejayjay’. Now, where can i get a girlfriend where I can curse and talk rudely to her? Ouu LuSee, me love you to the infinity~
She has always there to be my pole when I need someone to lean on. My listening ear when trouble troubles me. Also, my mother when I’m bullied by the meanies! *ngehehe in yo face, bullies* AND she does it like a boss ;) And yea, that’s my LAO PUO ♥ And most of all, a best friend, where I can always count on. :’) My precious priceless one kind of a girl. *she’ll be my pail when there’s no toilet bowl for me to pee~ Ily*
I can say sometimes life is so wonderful and beautiful with her as when there’s nothing left to do, I know where I should head to, I just look to my side, she’s there to laugh and listen to me. No one could understand my jokes but her. I guess im too awesome to handle huh? ;P I thank Dear Lord for sending me someone as awesome as -1% as I do. :D HEHE.
Lao Puo, my HOT STUFF, don’t know how long can we do things together but I would like it to be as long as it can be, and I love you like I love marshmallows ♥ All the best for anything and everything ahead of us.
These days it’s hard to find someone to love. Once you find them, you don’t want to give up. xx
Ou yes! That’s my Baby Booger and he will always be my shweet baby! Baby B is a male and the most hyperactive kitten I’ve ever seen! Baby B cant stand loneliness, he loves company and attention, and I don’t mind giving him any cause look at this poor thing, he just wants love. *heart melts* Nothing more, nothing less.
